The café window seats only three. She arrives at 4:17—always 4:17—orders black coffee, and opens a red notebook. Never writes anything. Just stares at the blank page.

He comes in at 4:23, orders nothing, takes the table beside hers. They don't speak. They've never spoken. This has been happening for six weeks.

I watch from behind the bar, wiping the same glass. My husband used to do this—enter cafés he'd never been to, sit near women he'd never meet, leave without explanation. I followed him once. He went to seven places in one afternoon, stayed exactly six minutes at each.

"Looking for something," he said when I confronted him. Not a question. A statement. As if it explained everything.

Today the woman writes. Three words. She shows them to the man. He reads, nods, leaves. She closes the notebook, follows.

I find it later, tucked between the sugar packets. The page she left open:

You found me.

The next day, someone else sits in her seat. An older man with kind eyes and restless hands. At 4:23, a different woman arrives. They don't speak.

I understand now what my husband was doing. Not looking for someone. Waiting to be found. Hoping each café held the right stranger, the right silence, the right moment when a word becomes unnecessary.

I close early. Drive to the first café on the list I'd written six years ago, the route I traced through receipts and matched timestamps after he died. The waiter is young, doesn't recognize me. I order black coffee, open a red notebook—his red notebook, the one the police returned—and stare at the blank page.

At 4:23, no one comes.

I write three words anyway: I found you.

Leave the notebook. Walk out.

Tomorrow I'll try the second café.

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