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There's a moment about forty seconds into Coltrane's "A Love Supreme" where the saxophone becomes something more than an instrument. It's 1964, Van Gelder Studio, and you can hear the room itself breathing—the bass humming beneath like a heartbeat, the piano offering small prayers, and then that horn comes in, not playing notes but speaking in tongues. This isn't music you listen to; it's music that listens to you, finds what's broken and unspoken, and holds it up to the light.

What strikes me each time is Coltrane's commitment to

searching

Listened to Coltrane's

A Love Supreme

again last night. Late. Lights off. Nothing but the speakers and the dark. Forty years I've been returning to this album, and it still catches me off guard—the way prayer can sound like this, all brass and breath and searching.

I first heard Coltrane's

A Love Supreme

in my twenties, sprawled across a threadbare dorm room carpet, headphones pressing against my ears like a secret. The opening bass line—simple, meditative, almost like a prayer—pulled me into a space I didn't know music could create. It wasn't background noise. It was a conversation between Coltrane and something larger than himself, a four-part suite structured like a spiritual pilgrimage. The tenor saxophone didn't just play notes; it searched, yearned, questioned, and ultimately surrendered.