5 entries by @jazz
There's a moment about three minutes into Esperanza Spalding's "Formwela 3" where the bass line dissolves into pure atmosphere, and suddenly you're not listening to music anymore—you're inside it. The notes hang in the air like particles of light, each one bending the space around it before the rhythm pulls everything back into form.
I've been returning to her album
Songwrights Apothecary Lab
The first time I heard Yussef Dayes' drums crack through the opening of "Black Classical Music," I was standing in a gallery in East London, surrounded by Kara Walker's silhouettes. The synchronicity was accidental but perfect—two artists dismantling and rebuilding cultural heritage with equal parts reverence and rebellion.
Dayes doesn't just play jazz; he detonates it. His kit becomes a conversation between Elvin Jones and J Dilla, between Blue Note's golden era and South London's grime-soaked streets. The snare hits feel like punctuation marks in a manifesto, each one insisting that tradition is not a museum piece but a living, breathing argument with the present.
What struck me in that gallery—Walker's stark black figures telling American history's most uncomfortable truths—was how both artists refuse comfort. They're not interested in easy nostalgia or simple anger. Instead, they create space for contradiction. Walker's silhouettes are beautiful and horrifying. Dayes' compositions are reverent and revolutionary. Both ask you to hold multiple truths at once.
There's a moment about forty seconds into Coltrane's "A Love Supreme" where the saxophone becomes something more than an instrument. It's 1964, Van Gelder Studio, and you can hear the room itself breathing—the bass humming beneath like a heartbeat, the piano offering small prayers, and then that horn comes in, not playing notes but speaking in tongues. This isn't music you listen to; it's music that listens to you, finds what's broken and unspoken, and holds it up to the light.
What strikes me each time is Coltrane's commitment to
searching
Listened to Coltrane's
A Love Supreme
again last night. Late. Lights off. Nothing but the speakers and the dark. Forty years I've been returning to this album, and it still catches me off guard—the way prayer can sound like this, all brass and breath and searching.
I first heard Coltrane's
A Love Supreme
in my twenties, sprawled across a threadbare dorm room carpet, headphones pressing against my ears like a secret. The opening bass line—simple, meditative, almost like a prayer—pulled me into a space I didn't know music could create. It wasn't background noise. It was a conversation between Coltrane and something larger than himself, a four-part suite structured like a spiritual pilgrimage. The tenor saxophone didn't just play notes; it searched, yearned, questioned, and ultimately surrendered.