The turmeric stain on my cutting board this morning reminded me that some colors refuse to fade quietly. Golden, almost defiant, it sat there while I scrubbed—a small badge from yesterday's attempt at making my grandmother's curry from memory alone.
I'd forgotten the cardamom. Such a tiny thing, really, just three or four pods that should have gone into the oil first, but I added them late, almost as an afterthought. The difference was immediate. Instead of that deep, warming fragrance that used to fill her kitchen and drift into the hallway, I got something thinner, more tentative. The curry was still good—the potatoes had that perfect give when I pressed them with a fork, and the sauce clung to the rice in thick, sunset-colored ribbons—but it wasn't
her