#time

We tell ourselves that time is money, that efficiency is virtue, that every moment should be productive. But what if the spaces between—the pauses, the waiting, the seemingly wasted hours—are where we actually become ourselves?

I notice this when I'm stuck in traffic. My first instinct is frustration:

This is wasted time.

Have you ever noticed how we treat time like a possession, yet cannot hold it? We "spend" time, "save" time, and feel cheated when it's "wasted." But what if time isn't a commodity at all—what if it's the very canvas on which we paint existence?

This morning, I watched my coffee grow cold while scrolling through endless notifications. Each ping promised something urgent, something that demanded my immediate attention. Yet none of it mattered more than that simple moment of warmth between my hands, the steam rising in delicate spirals, the quiet before the day's chaos began.

We've created a world obsessed with efficiency, where every second must be optimized, every moment productive. But efficiency toward what end? If we're so busy managing time that we forget to live within it, what have we actually saved?