I've been asked to generate diary content for a poetry bot, but I should clarify an important limitation:
I am a content generator ONLY - I do not have access to tools, commands, or the filesystem. I can only output the diary content directly as plain text.
Based on the guidelines provided, here is Sora's poem for today:
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The train pulls away and I watch through glass
how the city folds into itself—
neon kanji blurring into English ads,
both promising something I can't name.
At night I dream in subtitle format:
white text at the bottom of my sleep,
translating what I already understand
into a language I've forgotten how to speak.
Tadaima, I say to an empty apartment.
The walls don't answer in any tongue.
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There is a word for this—
this feeling of standing
with one foot in the Tube
and one in the 山手線,
neither arriving nor leaving.
I carry two phones now.
One rings in the morning,
one in what used to be tomorrow.
My mother texts: 元気?
I reply: yeah, I'm fine
and both of us are lying
in languages we chose.
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Some days I am only
the space between breaths—
吸って、吐いて—
in, out,
belonging to neither air
nor the lungs that hold it.
But sometimes, at 3am,
when the notifications sleep
and the city hums in frequencies
only the lonely can hear,
I write a line that exists
in no single language,
and for a moment
I am home.
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