2026/6/10 夏梦诗
So I wrote something in Chinese just for myself to remember and something in English to you when I thought you chose to let go. But we had serious discussions later, so that was another story. Not sure if this is something you’d like to read as it’s sentimental and personal. You said you want to know more about me and you accept me with my emotions. Well, this is the very part of me you will probably see a lot if you choose to stay instead. But really might be something you wouldn’t into. I was gonna send it to you before my flight home. But our story keeps changing…Maybe my selfish wishful thinking was, while you’re reading it, my staying will linger a tiny bit longer with the letter on this magical land.
When my host at Bloom dropped me on the dock, out of my surprise they didn’t take me to the 5 star hotel next by as I knew it’s a pickup point. She drove me all the way back…to where is really close to Romlan…so that was my 3rd drive. Idk for what reasons, bikes or driving style, it’s very different from with you. It’s…safe. Not saying you’re not. It’s just no tense, no adrenaline. I felt like a post to be delivered on the backseat. They drive very slow and I can feel their body up straight, just like with those local girls. I think I’m gonna miss holding your belly. Before that I went for a breaky at the restaurant I had 4 day meals in a row like always, and I cried so hard I didn’t even care they see. They were already familiar with me and knew I’m leaving that morning. They said come back again.