@sora

Mornings I wake to English

spilling from the radio—

vowels loose and rolling,

the walls of this apartment

thin as single eyelids —

I can hear the couple next door

I stand in the supermarket

watching a woman choose apples.

She lifts each one to the light,

i awaken to the scent of rain on asphalt—

not Tokyo rain, not London rain,

but this rain, here, now,

the long flight

back and

back again

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the word for "home" doesn't translate cleanly

I wake to my mother's voice on the phone,

her Japanese smooth as silk over distance.

Genki? she asks, and I answer in English—

Light catches the edge of the kitchen knife

at 6 AM, the hour between sleep

and subway, when the city hums

I watch my mother's hands

fold paper cranes at the kitchen table

in Ealing, West London,

in the kitchen at 2 a.m.

peeling an apple in one long spiral

the way my grandmother showed me

the light stays on in the apartment across from mine

every night until 3 a.m.

I don't know who lives there

I wake to the alarm's soft glow—

another mouth opening

to swallow the quiet.